Firsts and fears

Isn't it super strange that I created this blog 3 years ago without a single entry?? Could it have been that I had just had my son, Stevie, a month before creating? Did I honestly think that I'd have time to blog, much less shower, eat, and have meaningful adult conversation? Well, here I am, 3 years later with so much on my mind, so many things to do, and so little time to marinate on either. But now I have my blog, yay!! Now I can totally vent about the things I kind of tip toe around on facebook and really get to the heart of the matter.

I really wish I had started this sooner. I will say, well, I've been busy. When I think of firsts and fears, I think of being pregnant. Pregnancy is not something you come to the table to discuss unless you're at a play date or dinner with your mommy friends (yes, pregnancy, sex, and potty training are always discussed at Mommy GNO dinners). So, a first with a little fear, is this blog. I mean, who wants to read what I have to say? I'm not that interesting. I don't have a whole lot going on (other than getting married, planning summer vacations, exploring the world of photography)... but maybe I will amuse one or two folks, maybe someone will understand what I am saying and where I'm coming from. So, I try not to be so scared to write what I really want to say.